{"id":4510,"date":"2021-01-17T21:34:53","date_gmt":"2021-01-17T21:34:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/?p=4510"},"modified":"2021-03-10T16:47:50","modified_gmt":"2021-03-10T16:47:50","slug":"i-am-not-samuel-but-im-someone","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/i-am-not-samuel-but-im-someone\/","title":{"rendered":"I am Not Samuel: But I&#8217;m Someone"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/navel-gazing-in-august\/\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/brendans-island.com\/blogsource\/201508ff\/20160122-regression-658.jpg?w=640&#038;ssl=1\"><\/a><\/p>\n<p>Today&#8217;s first reading, <a href=\"https:\/\/bible.usccb.org\/bible\/1samuel\/3#09003003\">1 Samuel 3 3b:<\/a>&#8211;<a href=\"https:\/\/bible.usccb.org\/bible\/1samuel\/3#09003010\">10<\/a>, <a href=\"https:\/\/bible.usccb.org\/bible\/1samuel\/3#09003019\">19<\/a>, talks about &#8216;Samuel&#8217;s call.&#8217;<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s the time God called Samuel. Several times. Finally, on call number three, Samuel said &#8220;Speak, for your servant is listening.&#8221; (<a href=\"https:\/\/bible.usccb.org\/bible\/1samuel\/3#09003010\">1 Samuel 3:10<\/a>)<\/p>\n<p>So, what&#8217;s that to me? I&#8217;m not &#8220;young Samuel,&#8221; like it says in 1 Samuel 1. I&#8217;m not young <strong>anyone,<\/strong> and haven&#8217;t been for decades. God hasn&#8217;t called three times in one night.<\/p>\n<p>And I&#8217;m living in 21st century American, not back when Israel was transitioning from judges to having a monarchy; like everyone else. That&#8217;s touched on in 1 Samuel 8.<\/p>\n<p>On the other hand, Samuel&#8217;s homeland and mine aren&#8217;t entirely unlike \u2014<\/p>\n<blockquote><p>&#8220;&#8230;the word of the LORD was scarce and vision infrequent.&#8221;<br \/>\n(<a href=\"https:\/\/bible.usccb.org\/bible\/1samuel\/3#09003001\">1 Samuel 3:1<\/a>)<\/p><\/blockquote>\n<p>If you&#8217;re expecting a rant, relax. This isn&#8217;t about politics, the pandemic or why my problems are someone else&#8217;s fault.<\/p>\n<p>It is, partly, about paying attention and deciding who I listen to.<\/p>\n<p>Here&#8217;s what got me started writing today:<\/p>\n<h4><a name=\"bishop\"><\/a>Bishop Barron&#8217;s Sunday Sermon: &#8220;God Is Speaking\u2014But Are We Ready to Listen?&#8221;<\/h4>\n<p><iframe loading=\"lazy\" src=\"https:\/\/www.youtube.com\/embed\/zgmylFJNzPc\" allowfullscreen=\"allowfullscreen\" width=\"560\" height=\"315\" frameborder=\"0\"><\/iframe><br \/>\n&#8220;God Is Speaking\u2014But Are We Ready to Listen?&#8221;<br \/>\nBishop Barron&#8217;s Sunday Sermon (January 17, 2021) on YouTube<\/p>\n<h4><a name=\"paying\"><\/a>Paying Attention<\/h4>\n<p><a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/still-rejoicing\/\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/brendans-island.com\/blogsource\/20130220ff\/AutumnYardWorkII20131228-329.jpg?w=640&#038;ssl=1\" alt=\"'Autumn Yard Work,' Bernard I. Gill.\" align=\"right\"><\/a>Again, I won&#8217;t rant.<\/p>\n<p>And I won&#8217;t say something like &#8220;thus saith the Lord,&#8221; and pronounce judgement upon folks who aren&#8217;t like me.<\/p>\n<p>For one thing, I don&#8217;t think playing fire and brimstone prophet of doom and gloom do much \u2014 if any \u2014 good.<\/p>\n<p>But mainly, God hasn&#8217;t saithed any such thing to me. And I sure don&#8217;t want to try explaining to the our Lord why I thought misrepresenting God was a good idea.<\/p>\n<p>So not ranting strikes me as a good idea.<\/p>\n<p>That&#8217;s something I can <strong>not<\/strong> do. But deciding to not rant doesn&#8217;t necessarily point me toward what I should be doing.<\/p>\n<p>Backing up to what Bishop Barron said, being ready to listen to what God says sounds like a good idea. Problem is, I haven&#8217;t had one of those unambiguously visionary experiences.<\/p>\n<p>I could sit on my hands, waiting for God to give me a flashy call to prophecy, prominence and maybe even a syndicated TV show.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;ve got free will, so I could do that. But I won&#8217;t. I think that&#8217;d be a bad idea on several levels.<\/p>\n<p>Instead, I figure I&#8217;ll keep doing what I have been doing: using skills I came equipped with, which I decided to develop.<\/p>\n<p>Using them. I was going somewhere with that. Right!<\/p>\n<p>Using them to share what I&#8217;ve noticed about the wonders and beauty of God&#8217;s creation and what we&#8217;re learning about them, suggesting that paying attention to this marvelous universe is a good idea. And that paying attention to what God&#8217;s been saying is, too.<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m not Samuel. But I&#8217;m someone with talents, and I&#8217;m not afraid to use them. \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>Stuff that&#8217;s not entirely unrelated:<\/p>\n<ul>\n<li>&#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wheat-tares-fear-of-the-lord-and-working-on-wisdom\/\">Wheat, Tares, Fear of the Lord and Working on Wisdom<\/a>&#8221;<br \/>\n(December 19, 2020)<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/november-3-the-end-of-civilization-as-we-know-it-again\/\">November 3: The End of Civilization as We Know It (Again)<\/a>&#8221;<br \/>\n(November 2, 2020)<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/be-not-afraid-of-geekness\/\">Be Not Afraid of Geekness<\/a>&#8221;<br \/>\n(April 6, 2019)<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/navel-gazing-in-august\/\">Navel-Gazing in August<\/a>&#8221;<br \/>\n(August 6, 2017)<\/li>\n<li>&#8220;<a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/still-rejoicing\/\">Still Rejoicing<\/a>&#8221;<br \/>\n(July 2, 2017)<\/li>\n<\/ul>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Today&#8217;s first reading, 1 Samuel 3 3b:&#8211;10, 19, talks about &#8216;Samuel&#8217;s call.&#8217; That&#8217;s the time God called Samuel. Several times. Finally, on call number three, Samuel said &#8220;Speak, for your servant is listening.&#8221; (1 Samuel 3:10) So, what&#8217;s that to &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/i-am-not-samuel-but-im-someone\/\">Continue reading <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"closed","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"advanced_seo_description":"","jetpack_seo_html_title":"","jetpack_seo_noindex":false,"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[192],"tags":[13,64,106,80,51,12],"class_list":["post-4510","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-journal","tag-blogging","tag-faith","tag-faith-and-works","tag-god","tag-stewardship","tag-writing"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/p7Dwtw-1aK","jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4510","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=4510"}],"version-history":[{"count":3,"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4510\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":4740,"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/4510\/revisions\/4740"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=4510"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=4510"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/brendans-island.com\/catholic-citizen\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=4510"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}